Skip to main content

Love 'em all !

EASIER TO RUN

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken

From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
If I could change I would

Take back the pain
I wouldRetrace every wrong move that I made
I wouldIf I could
Stand up and take the blame
I wouldIf I could take all the shame to the grave
IWould

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
Just washing it aside

All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
It's easier to run

Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone


NUMB

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]

Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I'veBecome so numb

I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you.

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought
I would beHas fallen apart right in front of you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]

Every step that I take isAnother mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take
And I knowI may end up failing too

But I knowYou were just like me
With someone disappointed in you


DON'T STAY

Sometimes INeed to remember just to breathe
Sometimes INeed you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'mIn disbelief
I didn't know
Somehow INeed you to go
Sometimes IFeel like I trusted you too well

Sometimes IJust feel like screaming at myself
Somestimes I'mIn Disbelief I didn't know
Somehow INeed to be alone

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't Stay
I don't need you anymore

I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away
With no apologies


IN THE END

In The End (It starts with)
One thing
I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I knowtime is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you goI kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I triedso hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matterI had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing
I don’t know whyIt doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself howI tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time
when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fallTo lose it all
But in the endIt doesn’t even matter
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should knowI’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should knowI tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fallTo lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter....


Hats off to Linkin Park!



Comments

Popular posts from this blog

has it ever happened to you??

Suddenly I feel there's time in my hands....the following thoughts cross my mind... - that model on the cover looks awesome, how is that so? - if they actually airbrush pictures , then how come there is a good looking category? - i want to see a brand new juice in the market,tired of the same old ones... - i feel like shopping often.its more a thought than action. - i like clothes that some other women wears...i want stuff like those! - how come there is traffic only when i want to drive? - water is good for me, very good....keep drinking..has anyone tried flavored water? - is flavored water as good for health? - how come some advertisements are soooo good? is it just one person or a team? - when everyone is busy how come i have time? - how is it that my phone rings only when i want to sleep or when i am occupied? - why do i get tanned so quickly? - how come technology is always surprising to me? - why didn't i get into sports or music when i was younger? - why is it that some ...

Annual review

So besides the calendar year, is the birth anniversary....hence as I add on to my age tomorrow, here's an attempt to recollect how the past year has gone. -Loads of shopping -Fun with Bangalore and Dubai friends -The WEDDING itself : laughs and tears -Landed in USA -Boredom overwhelms on weekdays -San Francisco visit -17 mile drive -Joined aerobics -Lake Tahoe visit : first ever parasailing,jet skiing -Trip to Las Vegas -Visited Santa Barbara and Solvang -Finally completed my case study -Joined ICC as a volunteer -A California Driver License earned -Trip to Los Angeles and San Diego -New year party at a club ,first ever -Yet another assignment completed -Joined dance classes -Hubby's business trip -A small time course taken up -A new dance class And in the meanwhile -Home sickness -Earned some good friends -Painful paper problems -Potluck dinners -Mixed thoughts about this place -Learnt some decent cooking -Few physical issues -Grasping the local laws -Relocation : its thrill a...

Finance and Economics talkies

So as to summarize the happenings on these areas so far, The Chinese yuan has been revaluated ,thats up 2.1 pc against the USD .Good for the Yuan but not so good news for the middle east currencies that are pegged against the dollar!We are going to find our weekly grocery bills shoot up in sometime,it should not be a surprise considering a country like UAE where 80 pc of the goods are imported.Much the same would happen to the OMR,SAR ,QRD and BHD. So my nation and favorite market has signed the prestigious N-deal.I wonder how things will be in the future.What reactions would come across for the several tests done and so on.Also very hazy about what the rising foreign reserves are going to serve by year 2010.Ofcourse credibility and all but stocking up about $662 million,is that such a good idea moving forward?! Etisalat have signed the MoU with Sudan's Unity.The farsight of this company has been excellent so far.Spreading investments through out this region since their monopoly is...