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High expectations, really??

i want to know what is the limit to expect or do we expect nothing at all?! Suddenly, I am wondering if I am so selfish to have asked for the basic things.

Today was horribly dull for me, a day i wish hadn't even dawned! Nothing sounded right...There was absolutely no mood to even eat..

Sometimes i wish there was a routine, something to do every single day. Though i have kept myself busy with 2-3 things for a week, sometimes not having anything to do in the morning and waking up just to wonder "what now?" is something i am unable to handle..

i have been told time and again to enjoy this time period but what about it to enjoy? Today I couldn't even bring myself to watch some TV. Just too mad about situation n absolutely despise the helplessness of it.

Arrrrghhhhhh! How out of sync can i get!
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Athena00181 said…
Hang in there! I think you've kept your spirits up so well and completely know how it feels having gone through the same scenario for 3 years. But I'm sure things will resolve themselves soon. Keep trying to keep yourself busy and use this time to try out as many new things as you can.
And post again soon! :)
8:15 AM
Athena00181 said…
Hey.. why the long absence from blogging! post again soon!
12:43 PM
Athena00181 said…
Hey why no new posts? Blog again soon!
12:43 PM
BlackThorn said…
moi agrees wid athena. these are jus a few passing moments.
9:13 AM
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