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mixed emotions

So there's roughly about 3 months and I am married, life's gonna change, I am sure all for the better, soon life will be NEW !!

This phase is quite testing for me though...i am very stressed mostly, concerned of mainly my course completion, then there's all the formalities for living in this world, anxious about married life and ability to manage things, the endless uninvited comments about relocation, marriage, husbands, families and so on....negative i know, but i am pouring it all here...i am lacking self confidence...

wedding doesnt seem prime importance...its the married life, the days beyond that is what i am looking forward to, it is where my focus is....

i guess i am thinking too much!! Sigh!
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