I don't think ever before I have been this scared to step into anything...I am not saying life has been a perfect journey so far, there has been bumpy roads, wrong moves, crazy characters, terrible situations, different kinds of tests and so on, but this move...
Ya, I am talking Marriage, such a huge,important, delicate,life's turning-point kind of decision.All this while been taking it cool and smiling about cousins and specially friends' weddings or even engagements...didn't really think about how I would deal with the same situations. Some of my friends have relocated abroad , some found partners within India, some in the same city!My own sis has relocated and is happy about her life. I mean its been good all the while, no denials, but its like smelling the coffee before tasting it to really feel it!!
All said and done, if you choose a partner that you have already met and known for a while, am sure things would move more confidently into a marriage, no comments about success. But right now it is weird, that I have look for a partner on the Internet websites or any related publications- with just the prospective groom's profile in hand, no knowledge about even his daily routines or likes, dislikes, except ofcourse besides what he might disclose to you.
I know its all risky and I am not sure of how much more freedom in this spinster-hood I have! But I am just plain scared and I had to let know that this search makes me uncomfortable cos of the uncertainities.....
Friends, I need your support!!!
Ya, I am talking Marriage, such a huge,important, delicate,life's turning-point kind of decision.All this while been taking it cool and smiling about cousins and specially friends' weddings or even engagements...didn't really think about how I would deal with the same situations. Some of my friends have relocated abroad , some found partners within India, some in the same city!My own sis has relocated and is happy about her life. I mean its been good all the while, no denials, but its like smelling the coffee before tasting it to really feel it!!
All said and done, if you choose a partner that you have already met and known for a while, am sure things would move more confidently into a marriage, no comments about success. But right now it is weird, that I have look for a partner on the Internet websites or any related publications- with just the prospective groom's profile in hand, no knowledge about even his daily routines or likes, dislikes, except ofcourse besides what he might disclose to you.
I know its all risky and I am not sure of how much more freedom in this spinster-hood I have! But I am just plain scared and I had to let know that this search makes me uncomfortable cos of the uncertainities.....
Friends, I need your support!!!
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